Immature Lane

So today, I was thinking about La Tale and the people I've met on the game. I was thinking about my exes (on the game) what I did, the small things I got mad over and it hit me how immature I was (Stay with me I was 14-16 years old) I hate myself how I did Skydragon123. Sky, I'm truly sorry. Also, I swear on my entire life that I didn't start a rumor about you, Zygard1 did. One night we were talking with others around and he said "I'm beginning to hate Sky!" I swear, the next day I have 10+ people telling me how I started a 'rumor' about you. I swear, I really didn't. The irony in all this is that you're the one who started a rumor about me saying I started a rumor about you, haha. As I said before, I swear on my entire life I didn't start no rumor. I know how much of a bitch I was, but I never went that low as to start a rumor.

College gal !

Hello everyone! I'm really bored and have nothing to do, so I thought I would create a random blog on my college life.

I've began college on September 11, 2013. My major is Culinary Arts and Hospitality Management. The first day was very awkward yet fun. Everybody knew everybody, I guess it's because they live on campus. I do not live on campus because I legit live 5 blocks away from my college. Anyways, the first day of culinary I was late because nobody told me I needed a knife set, culinary uniforms, etc, etc. Walked in with everybody staring at me and shit. Dude named Chef P was like "Can I help you?!" I'm like, wtf. Luckily, I had a 'nice' Asian guy named Chef Moon. He allowed me to participate despite me not being fully prepared. Anyways, this hoe named Karina short, chubby P.R girl was poppin shit the second I walked away. I'm like "If it can be easily said behind their back, it can be easily said in front of their face" I'll pimp slap the shit outta you hoe (lol) I have to remember that I am in college though and in college fighting is a huge no no.

These hoes at this table (except Yesenia and Kay) tortured me. I was so close to a breaking point, lawwwwd. Luckily, for those hoes the semester was over. We were in kitchen, with knives and shit. The struggle to cut a hoe was reaaaaaal y'all. At the end of the semester, Yesenia Ramos befriended me. I guess she felt bad that I was getting bullied lol. The second semester came along and Yesenia and I had two classes together. CulianryII and Baking I. We've become close college buddies. We're in our 3rd semester and I got one of them annoying hoes from my CulinaryI class in my Nutrition class. This hoe had the nerve to touch me and ask me a question like, bitch I don't like you dafuck. Okay, I'm tired of this blog lol. I'll post more about it later when more shit happens.

My spring semester has ended as of 8/11/14.

Sometime during my Culinary 3 this girl named Semone who was in my group (Yoon, Semone and I) left her measuring spoons at the sink. The big thing NOT to do is leave your equipment at the sink because somebody will take it. Someone took my peeler back when I had Culinary 2. Back to the story, towards the end of class she asked Yoon and I have we seen her measuring spoons, we both replied "They were at the sink" She looked and it was gone. She's pissed off at this point because someone took her measuring spoons. Kencito (Our teacher assistant) was giving a demo on how to make sausages. I was next to my college friend Yesenia. All a sudden I see Semone get up from the floor holding measuring spoons I'm like "Oh you found it?" She's like "Yeah in your knife kit!" I said "In my knife kit?!" walked up to her and took out my knife kit and found out she took MY measuring spoons. I'm like "No those are mine!" She's like "Yours have the little ring" I said "What?! The original measuring spoons I had broke and I brought me new ones!" She handed my measuring spoons back. I'm like bitch you ain't the only person to have those kind of measuring spoons. Honestly, I DIDN'T take her measuring spoons. I don't know why she would accuse me out of all the people.

Sole's LaTale Memories.

 Hello Everyone!

As some of y'all know, I am a former La Tale player well known as Sole217 . Many people asked me do to a blog telling about my La Tale life. I was debating with myself for quite awhile thinking about if I should or shouldn't do it, but here I am. <_<.

I started playing LaTale back in 2009 

         When my middle school friend Lisa (Kosmos01) asked me if I can install it. We really enjoyed the game, but sometimes we got into stupid fights such as taking an item or being the last person to get into a party. Lisa and I were so into the game that we failed some of our classes (Good times, right Lisa?) and had to make it up in summer school (Well I did, cause Lisa went on vacation). Eventually in 2010 (o 2011), Kosmos quit LaTale leaving me behind. I continued to play LaTale for fun and I sometimes leveled up. At this time I believe I was in the guild xoDestinyxo (sorry if misspelled). Eventually I left the guild to join my (ex) boyfriend guild TheIntelligence. When I left, my former guild mates told me that everybody in the guild was leaving.

2011-

         My relationship ended with BlackCrest and soon afterwards I made a mistake into dating Sig. Sig was a really nice guy but I rushed my relationship with him soon afterwards when Crest and I broke up.  If I could go back in time, I wouldn't have dated Sig. He's too nice for a person like me.  Sometimes after that BrooomStick guild, TheIntelligence died, so she decided to kick everybody out. Sig and I then joined LemonChicken it was a really cool guild. One of my old friends Darkknight751 came back and I promised I would join his guild. I then told my fellow guildmates that I would be joining my friend guild cause I made a promise. Outraged, oDamon said "Fuck you" and kicked me out. A few weeks later after getting the random boot from oDamon I was told by ThyLittleOne that the guild LemonChicken was boring and dead without me and he was soon to be leaving. I felt kinda bad, but special at the fact that the guild was boring and dying without me. I was really close friends with LittleNekoUra and Sasuke150 I felt like I could talk to them about anything. Something happened between Ura and I, I don't remember what, but our friendship turned into hatred. I made a forum about how cool Sasuke was and MarittStar saw it and got jealous for some reason and told LittleNekoUra. Ura then text me saying I started a lot of drama all because I made a forum topic saying Sasuke150 was cool see the argument here! -> (http://nforum.ogplanet.com/latale/forum_posts.asp?TID=237713) Sometime during the year Sasuke deceived me and broke Sig and I relationship. The last words I got from him was " You're such an idiot." I lost two of my best friends in less than 4 months.

Summer of 2011-   

     During the summer of 2012, IcyLion and I got pretty close, soon we dated. After we dated, I'll admit things got boring and everything he did annoyed the sh*t out of me (e.g saying I love you to girls out lout but not to me) On October 16, 2011 while in ch 2 Elias, 6v6 whispers me saying " LOL coco99 and Lion are sitting in ch 7 in Elias!" I was pretty speechless at the fact that he switched channels to be with some random chick than to spend time with his 'girlfriend' (me). 20 minutes later, 6v6 parties me and invites me to go farm Invoke with him. When we finished Invoke Lion whispers me saying " I like coco99" I replied " Yeah, someone told me you was sitting with her in ch 7 Elias" Lion then quickly replied " I want to be with her o.o.." 10 seconds later he uncoupled me. I then said to him " Wow no good bye?" he replied " We'll remain friends" Him doing that broke my heart into a million pieces. It also showed that I wasn't good enough for him. Angry, I deleted him off everything I had him on. One or two months later  when I was on LaTale Lion began to talk to me, soon I found out him and coco99 broke up and she was with China951. Feeling guilty for what he did he said "Sorry" but, honestly I'm not the  forgiven type you screw me over it goes 180 and bites you in the ass. Luckily for him, I re-added him to some of the things I deleted him off of. I'm forgiving him because I deserve peace, but just cause I forgave him doesn't mean I'm going to get back with him. 

[Update]: Found out Lion actually left Coco99 for someone else (I'm not going to name her) I guess that's karma for Coco99. Lion wants another chance (as I expected) If I was to go back to someone who legit treated me like shit throughout the relationship.  I'd be one hell of an idiot. We're human and we make mistakes. He knows what he did to me was wrong, but just because he know what he did and wants another chance doesn't mean he's going to get it (which he isn't). I can't and will not get back with someone who has done me that wrong.  The only thing he can do is, learn from his mistake and hopefully never do it again. 

Heart Transplant- 
      After that I had some serious heart issues and was on the list to get a heart transplant. One of my friends at the time, K3ro was there for me and made this awesome sig. K3ro and I got pretty close, but we didn't get into an relationship. After my successful transplant K3ro and I stopped talking...

  Thanks Chris for being there for me.... Even though we're not cool anymore...


Spring 2012- 
     I was pretty legit bored of LaTale at this time. Many of my 'friends' either stopped playing LaTale or just turned on me. I manage to get my subclass, when I achieved that I officially stopped leveling and just logged on to LaTale just to talk to my buddy list. xxxSHANxxx and I got close when Lion left me, he spoiled and comfort me. Shan and I got close, but we remained somewhat friends. When I found out he was coupled to DoNawtLove (Courtney) on his alt. I didn't trust him whats so ever.

Summer of 2012/Fall-  
      I went to California, to take care of business. K3ro and I began to talk again, and we wanted to hang out together in real. Sadly, there were problems which led to K3ro and I not being able to hang out. K3ro and I once again talked and gotten close again. I remember him telling me he didn't want a relationship. One of two months later he got into a relationship with Media. I don't know her, but I only know that she is currently coupled to K3ro.  I don't know if he said that so he wouldn't be in a relationship with me or what. When he got into a relationship with Media, he stopped talking to me. Jealous, I was ready to delete him off my buddy list, but I didn't have courage do to it. 

Winter of 2012-   
        I was on LaTale talking to my 'friend' Naiito, I was reading buddy chat and K3ro said " Cleaning B-list" I thought he cared for me and he wouldn't delete me. I checked to see if I got deleted and I did. My heart broke into pieces, I thought he cared about me and if he did he would not deleted me off. Angry, I deleted/blocked him off of everything I had him on. later that night xxxshanxxx logged on and he saw my character, switched channels and deleted me off his b-list as well. I'm not sure if it was really him or somebody else, but either way I got deleted. Hurt and emotional I decided just to quit playing LaTale, there is nothing for me. The game gets me stressed out and makes me think about killing myself.

Most Questions Asked.        

  Will Sole217 ever go back to La Tale? 

-I don't know, the game is pretty boring and I don't have any reason to return.

[Update as of 12/9/13]

Nope. I logged on the game like 3 weeks ago and that shit is shit. No, not THE shit, just shit. Huge difference, my peeps. Guilds that I've never heard of are number 1 and shit. Nobody that I know is on. I guess I grew out of the game. 

  Do you still do online/far distance relationships?

- No, after xxxSHANxxx I found online relationships redundant and repetitive. Even though at times, I want to try doing a FDR (far distance relationship) but I'm scared it 
will end up failing like my previous ones. 

[Update as of 12/9/13]
Nope. I do not to online/far distance dating anymore. I respect people that do it and have no problems with it (It would be hypocritical of me to) Throughout it all, I've just experience and feel like LDR's are just a waste of time, stressful and a fantasy and I've grown out of them. 

  Do you miss La Tale?

-  I miss some of the people that I've lost contract with. The game itself, no I do not. I found myself to be in a lot of random drama. The people in the game legit stressed me out. Even to the point where some of my friends said "Why do you even log on that game knowing you'll be stressed out?" I guess that's the consequence of being popular hahaha (jk)

   Can I have your account?

 - Of course!...............................NOT :D

  Do you miss any of your old La Tale friends? If so who are they?

- Yes, there are a few people that I no longer talk to that I miss. Honestly, I miss Sasuke150. He was one of my dearest friends. Yes, I know he betrayed me, but he did it to get back at me for deleting him off MSN. If I could go back in the past I wouldn't have deleted him off MSN (I'll get more into why I deleted him off MSN later) I miss FatFrankDaTH, he was funny af' and would listen to me when I had to vent. Only thing I didn't like was when he would go back and talk about me to (ex) girlfriend, LunarMoon (or whatever her IGN is) I miss BrooomsStick who was later became a GA. She helped me a lot haha. We stopped talking once she deactivated her guild, TheIntelligence and became a GA. 

Why did you deleted Sasuke150 off MSN?

As I said, I'll get more into why I deleted him off MSN. The reason why I deleted Sasuke off MSN was because it was a lot of drama beteween MarittStar, LittleNekoUra, Sasuke and I. The drama began when I made a forum saying Sasuke was cool (as I said a few paragraphs up) MarittStar didn't like that and told Ura and so on (Not going to tell the same story twice) I deleted him because I wanted to set him free, I didn't want him to keep being tortured by his (ex) girlfriend MarittStar and Ura. I thought I was thinking about him, but I never asked him what he wanted for me to do. 

Do you hate Sasuke150 for what he did?

I do not hate Sasuke150 for what he did. I never did. I disliked the fact that he was rolling with Ura and MarittStar after they had this love affair going on (Ura said I love you to MarittStar) He (Sasuke) knew about it too. Nowadays, I don't care because karma got to all of them. I doubt MarittStar and Sasuke are still together, considering how insecure and hypocritical she is. I'm not sure if Ura and Sasuke are still friends, but if they are, I would be shocked that he let a fake friend stay into his life for so long. Plus, Sasuke is a backstabber so..who needs a backstabbing manipulating friend?

9/8/2015
I don't know if I said this from above, but the true reason I left was because the game was VERY stressful for me. You can ask anyone who knew me on that game. Every time I logged on someone would randomly start with me. I couldn't take it anymore so I decided to just leave. I don't regret it, once I left I became so much happier. I came to visit a few days ago and none of the people (Thank god) plays anymore. That doesn't mean I will go  back to playing, cause I doubt I will, but maybe I can start over. 

How Do You Feel About LittleNekoUra?
Uhm, I don't love nor do I hate him. Truth be told, Ura and I used to have a father-daughter type of relationship, but I made the mistake of catching feelings. If I could go back, I wouldn't had caught feelings for him, but I can't change time..I can only learn and walk straight ahead. After Sig and I broke up Sasuke150 and LittleNeko Ura kept bothering me. Well, Sasuke wouldn't bad mouth me out loud, but he would say it in his Guild Chat and his guild members who were cool with me would tell me what he/they would say. I confronted him and each time I did he would just ignore. LittleNekoUra was a bit of both. He would say something in guild chat or his b-list (Didn't have him as a friend, but someone would play messenger and tell me) I confronted him and he said "Sasuke wishes you were dead!" Even with Sasuke and I going through our issues, I don't believe Sasuke would go as low as to wishing I was dead, like that is disgusting. I came to hate people in REAL LIFE and I never wished them to be dead. So Sasuke, if Kris (LittleNekoUra) wasn't lying, you disgust me. Soon afterwards, Sasuke left with his minions following him (MarittStar and LittleNekoUra). 5-8 months later I finally stopped playing LaTale and focused more on my academic life. Back to the subject, I don't respect Ura. Cause he kept calling me whores and stuff. The irony in all this is that he kept cheating on his girlfriend with multiple girls and went behind Sasuke's back and said "I love you" to MarittStar, like what kind of friend is that? Okay, yes I had a slip in Sig and I relationship, but at least it wasn't MULTIPLE people. Doesn't matter now, cause I doubt MarittStar, Sasuke and LittleNekoUra still talk.


How Did You Feel About MarittStar?

Honestly, I never liked MarittStar (lol) I didn't like the way she behaved, her hypocritical and insecure ways. I remember Sasuke telling me that one time in their relationship he wasn't allowed to party other females and wasn't allowed to sit next to other girls. I remember when I was in Ch2 Elias I was running to the bank and I her sitting next to MangoPanda or LittleNekoUra (It was one of the two, can't remember who) Seriously, Mary  MarittStar? Then she would swear that the gold eyes belonged to her and her only. When someone had the gold eyes she would get mad and say "(Insert name here) stole my look! D:" Dafaq, you are not the only person who owned golden eyes. Even Miku told her that. Just cause Maritt and I talked didn't mean we liked each other, never had.


Are you still bitter over what IcyLion did?

LOL nope, not anymore. I'm not gonna lie, it took me a long time to forgive him (2 years!!) Lion and I don't really talk anymore, he's on my Skype friends list, but I dunno. He doesn't seem the same, thank god for maturity(?) Not completely sure if Coco99 and Lion talk, don't care either cause it's not like Lion and I are going to get back together xD.

What level is Sole217?

Uh, on Strider I believe she's 158 and on Sword Dancer she's 162, I believe.

Do You See Sasuke Being Your Friend Again?

Honestly, I truly miss Sasuke, but no I don't see us being friends again. When Sasuke did what he did we were at battle with each other. At the same time, we were young and a bit immature, now we're adults. So it's understandable that we acted like that. I can't see myself being friends with a backstabber. The thing that hurts me even more is that after the whole Sig and I breakup thing Sasuke and Ura kept beating me while I was down. I was like damn, Sasuke you got what you wanted, Sig and I are no longer. He called me an idiot, but the irony in all this is that he was happily cruising around with someone (LittleNekoUra) who had a secret love thing with his (ex) girl MarittStar. Anyways, even when Sasuke and I was going through our differences, I remained loyal and kept his secrets.

Why Did You and Sig Break-Up?

Okay, as I stated above, we were young and did stupid things. I cheated, I didn't do anything sexual, but I lied and said things that I was not. Why did I do it? I was honestly bored and needed entertainment. I know for a fact that I am not a cheater in real life, so don't judge me from what I do/how I behave in a game to real life. Cause in real life I am nice, loyal, shy, quiet and extremely friendly. Nowadays, I don't consider those La Tale relationships to even count as a relationship unless we've met in person (Didn't meet any of them in real)

Do you hate Coco99?

I honestly never met her. The night Lion left me for her people told me she was mad, but I don't think she was that mad cause obviously she dated him. 
Honestly, besides the bad experience I've had on that game, it was fun. I miss all the 
old peeps that I used to hang out with. They kept me entertained and would listen to me when I had to vent. I apologize for being annoying at times x].